it's not going to go away.
that feeling of inadequacy.
feeling like a burden.
and the reason this is happening now, is i can't give people what they need, or even feel like a true friend if they don't let me in, which means they don't trust me, which in turn makes me feel unimportant in their eyes.
the hard part is believing if it is really happening, or if it is just me thinking i'm not worth it.
some friendships are because they won't let me in, others it's all me and my thoughts, but the friendships where i know i am not trusted are the ones i don't want to let go.
it is a cycle where no one wins.
i hate it. and it isn't getting better.
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