where did i go wrong, i lost a friend ...

"do you think the main reason people don't mesh with each other is because they don't have unconditional love for one another?"

"wow. heavy.

perhaps?

but i think sometimes unconditional love doesn't mean we mesh?

i dunno.

two people could have unconditional love for each other, [and] both be super awkward and be interested in completely different things?

but maybe the main reason would be a lack of love"

- c

i like what c said about two people not meshing and having unconditional love.

because there is someone i would walk through fire for and we are 100% different, everything about us is opposite.

but...

for example; two friends...

one of them knows they have unconditional love for the other person.

they aren't going anywhere.

but they don't mesh, why is that?

they have finally figured each other out to the best of their ability but maybe they realized they didn't like what they found.

or aren't trying hard enough.

they both have needs the other person can't meet is what it looks like.

but that can't be true.

i think it is because neither of them will allow the other person to be there for them.

not that they don't want to be there.

they're not letting each other in.

maybe c is right.

it isn't about unconditional love at all.

these two just went from loving the friendship to just being frustrated because they haven't found the missing puzzle piece to fully figuring each other out.

...somewhere along in the bitterness, and i would have stayed up with you all night, had i known how to save a life.