10.22.2009

reality check

i have trouble expressing myself and putting words on to explain certain events happening in my life.
lately i have had to really evaluate some friendships of mine, and i have put words to them, however they are not my own.
pulling words from quotes or lyrics may not be creative, but it gets the point across.

for one friendship i have finally accepted and fully understand this;
'i am not running away from the problem, i am walking away from something that is broken.'-oth

the other friendship i have had since i was five. i have put this friendship on a pedestal and sadly came to the realization we will never be 'good' friends, and now that i think about it, i don't think we ever were.
'i close my eyes, and no one's here, i say I'm fine it's what you want to hear...i'm invisible.'

and from these quotes i can finally bring my own thoughts to the equation...

i guess we all have to grow up sometime and realize the best of friendships always end up shattering.

1 comment:

Joey said...

I feel you, people come and go, relationships are just like swing sets. Sometimes we feel like people look at us like glass, because we aren't simply giving them what they want. But the reality of this all is it isn't what people think of you, people make the mistake of judging people everyday. Know this, You are worth so much more. Life is tough, things do break and shatter/ become difficult to the point we just want to give up. but these things can also be put back together. They can be healed. It might not look like anything it was before, it might even be better.
We are commanded to love above all things. It should come natural to us, but why has it become so unnatural? Why do we hide when we want to be loved? Why do we hurt ourselves even more when we are emotionally hurt? Since when are we in the business of just throwing things away.