you're with me!

there are too many prayers that get unanswered.
every day we ignore how completely broken this world is.
and we tell ourselves that we are going to be okay, but it’s not okay.
and once you know that, there’s no going back.
there is no magic in the world

though i disagree with this statement, i used to believe in it wholeheartedly.
i miss this mindset sometimes.

but...

those where old days, and

that's what old days are; they’re old. days.

they’re gone.

people always leave.. but sometimes.. they come back

so, this thing keeps happening to me.
i got close to someone
and of course...
they are leaving.
may 27th.


hopes were up, not anymore.

just. because...

"take a look at yourself in the mirror. who do you see looking back?

or is there someone else you were meant to be? the person you should have been but fell short of?

is someone telling you you can't or you won't? because you can.

believe that love is out there.

believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.

sometimes happiness doesn't come from fame or money or power. sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.

believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.

so take a look at yourself in that mirror and tell yourself to be happy. because you deserve to be."

i miss you. ;)

and hansel said to gretel: "let us drop these breadcrumbs so that together we find our way home." because losing our way would be the most cruel of things. this year, i lost my way...

and losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. but losing your reason for the journey is a fate more cruel.

the journey lasted eight months. sometimes i travelled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel, and took my heart. but when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived. It wasn’t me at all.

and once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be, or lose that person completely.

because sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you’ve been and remember the person you were meant to be. the person you wanted to be. the person you are.